Thursday, August 17, 2006

There is a time for everything...

I love writing. I had to prepare a devotion for a youth leader's meeting the other night, and it gave me an opportunity to put together three elements: 1) the verse that has stuck in my head the past few weeks; 2) the fact that i kept coming back to Ecclesiastes while on a solo camping venture to figure my life out; and 3) Sunday morning's sermon on listening to the voice of the Shepherd:

Time is a funny thing. The past few weeks for me has brought up many questions about time. And about timing. Human timing, God’s timing – and the difference between the two. Often when we look back, it’s easy to figure out whether the decisions we make, the actions we take, and the paths we have walked line up with the path God has set for us. Only in hindsight do we truly know whether we have made the right decisions, taken the right actions and patterned our lives within the will of God. However, when we are in the midst of decision-making and action-taking, the question of God’s will is constantly before us. And the question has to be raised: “Am I listening to the voice of the Shepherd?”

I have a difficult time listening to the voice of the Shepherd. I know I should know what he sounds like…I know I should know the voice of my Shepherd, but this world is so full of voices that it’s often difficult to decipher the difference between what I want and what the world wants, from the voice of the one who cares the most for me. And it is most important during those times of decision-making that one needs to be tuned into the voice of the Shepherd, so as not to lose his whisper in the screams of the world.

It is in the silence of nature that I most easily hear that whisper. And it was in solitude that I heard the voice of my Shepherd. More than that, I felt the whisper in my soul. In my gut. And that whisper brought to me such peace in the decision I faced that when the doubts cross my mind (and they do), when the questions come (and they do) and when the frustrating task of having to trust God with an undetermined future is placed before me (constantly), I constantly need to remind myself that yes, I do hear the voice of my Shepherd.

Our task is simply to ask. And then listen. And we will all hear the voice of our Shepherd in the best way he knows we will hear him. And not only must we listen, but we must also obey. Solomon writes in Ecclesiastes 7:13, ‘Notice the way God does things; then fall into line. Don’t fight the ways of God, for who can straighten out what he has made crooked?’

Only the Shepherd knows where the grass is. Our duty is to follow him to it. Whether the path is straight or crooked, our duty is to fall into line. And only then can we feast.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Matt...I love reading your posts. you have a talent in your writing and the way you word things that really makes me think. God will work everything together for you, and I know you know that and it's such a cliche, but it's also true. Thanks for sharing

Anonymous said...

Oh my goodness matt..i had no idea you had this blog. It's really inspiring! We miss you tons out here in Ontario. It sounds like your trip to Africa was life changing and amazing. I'm so happy for you. Hope things are going great.
Next time your in town, we need to go for coffee and catch up! Or maybe i'll be back in your town..you never know. But for now, keep it real!

Anonymous said...

Matt,

Thanks for sharing your heart. I know that it was exactly what I needed this morning. You know what Ryan and I are thinking about and praying through, and we can understand the frustration at trying to hear the whisper of our shepherd. May God bless you as you continue to follow His will. He will lead you where you are to go. Just continue walking. It's scary, but the only place you would want to be.